If you believe in love, then you will know that love will never die. Love is your destiny. Love makes the world go around. Piper and Leo's love is strong, but the Elders want Leo to be an Elder and forget about the love between him and Piper. They wipe his memory, but the memory floods back to his mind the first instant he forgets about them. He was a doctor in WWII. He is a healer. He is one of the good guys. He wears a wedding band. He has a wife somewhere out there.
Drake is dying tonight after a year of borrowed time from a demon. That demon is Cole. Cole loves Phoebe, but he became the Source of all evil and controlled the underworld. He lives in Limbo permanently now, unable to move on to Hell or Heaven, unable to go anywhere. Piper gets into Limbo when she is poisoned by the Thong Demon. Cole teaches her to go back to her body and die so Leo will be able to hear her call. The call is from her heart and Leo hears her as if she is right beside him.
He loses his power as an Elder and becomes a mortal. Wyatt heals his mother. Leo can't believe that he loses his power as an Elder and a whitelighter, but his life is never better. He loves the normal life that he will lead now with Piper.
Drake dies and meets Cole. He is grateful to Cole that he has the opportunity to love Phoebe. Cole is happy for Phoebe that someone out there is loving her, is caring for her, and he believes that apart from him, she will find true love. It is his love for her that will carry on, that will make her life better and happier.
I hope I can say the same thing for many people and for myself. I hope that one day I will meet that man, that elusive man who will love me like there is no tomorrow. He will care for me. I hope that I will be able to love him back and care for him, too.
I have been working on the new methods for the experiment whole day yesterday. It is working as I look at the plates today. I am very happy about the results but the control have too many bacteria to count so I will have to repeat the gas exposure to culture one. Citrate experiment is working fine. I have to analyze the results and present the result in a sensible form.
I hope that M is not too busy. He said in his text that he will be doing stuff all the time this week! Poor him. All work and no play.
Maybe he is trying to avoid me? But he was very keen last week.
Come to think of it, I don't particularly want to meet him anyway because I am busy as well. I have a lot of things to do this week. Just want to know that he is okay. I guess that's what friends do. Care for each other. I just care about him a little bit more than others. I wish that is not too annoy and enough.
7/13/2005
7/12/2005
Die another day
James Bond never cease to amaze me with his great toy car and impossible surfing skills. It is great entertainment and I don't care what other people say about 007. I like it.
The whole afternoon consist of a meeting. In the end I was really bored and boss has forgotten about me again. Good that supervisor remembered me so we talked for a while about an important step. I am carrying out the experiment today and hopefully tomorrow and the day after I will get the results.
Am planing to do a lot of things but hardly get anything done. I will make some invitation for 30 July Ball in AgResearch to my friends and send them out via snail mail. I want to do this because it has been a long time since I last designed anything and it will be good to get my mind off things.
Another thing to do is to scan some pictures so I can put them on the internet and send one graduation photo to my friend. She said that she would like to have that picture. I will go up to university to scan the photos soon.
Cousin got married this Saturday. I have not hear anything from her yet, but she must be very busy to contact anyone. I will ask her for photos later, much later, maybe next month when everything settles down and life is back to normal.
I miss M so much. It hurts. I miss him when I am doing the experiment. I miss him when I am filling up empty pipette tip boxes. I hate this feeling. Why doesn't he contact me?
Fuzzy got a new mobile. Yay! I can text her and annoy her now. Maybe that will get my mind off this thing.
Sloppy. Yes I am getting really sloppy, but I am working really hard to finish this experiment. I don't think I am sloppy.
Let me make a nice pretty card for M and J. ^_^ That will make my day better.
The whole afternoon consist of a meeting. In the end I was really bored and boss has forgotten about me again. Good that supervisor remembered me so we talked for a while about an important step. I am carrying out the experiment today and hopefully tomorrow and the day after I will get the results.
Am planing to do a lot of things but hardly get anything done. I will make some invitation for 30 July Ball in AgResearch to my friends and send them out via snail mail. I want to do this because it has been a long time since I last designed anything and it will be good to get my mind off things.
Another thing to do is to scan some pictures so I can put them on the internet and send one graduation photo to my friend. She said that she would like to have that picture. I will go up to university to scan the photos soon.
Cousin got married this Saturday. I have not hear anything from her yet, but she must be very busy to contact anyone. I will ask her for photos later, much later, maybe next month when everything settles down and life is back to normal.
I miss M so much. It hurts. I miss him when I am doing the experiment. I miss him when I am filling up empty pipette tip boxes. I hate this feeling. Why doesn't he contact me?
Fuzzy got a new mobile. Yay! I can text her and annoy her now. Maybe that will get my mind off this thing.
Sloppy. Yes I am getting really sloppy, but I am working really hard to finish this experiment. I don't think I am sloppy.
Let me make a nice pretty card for M and J. ^_^ That will make my day better.
7/11/2005
That song reminds me of you
Fairy Tale is a great song by a Chinese singer. It reminds me of you. I was trying to fill up the petrol tank when a Chinese guy come up and opens his car door and the song streams out. I miss you so much!
Saturday is relatively uneventful comparing to previous weeks. The whole family leave the wet and miserable home for an afternoon walk in Taitua Arborium. It is a great place with a nice forest and beautiful landscape. Too bad that the maple leaves have already fallen, otherwise I am sure that we will be able to see the red and gold leaves decorating the green grass. There is a circle of rock on the ground that looks conspicuously like the meeting place of witches and wizards. In the middle of the pine forest, there is a circle of wooden chairs that resemble the scene in The Fellowship of the Ring in LOTR. Excercise your imagination, maybe you will see a hobbit or two coming and going into the forest running for their life there. It is just breath taking.
Fuzzy is sick after that so we can't go out on Sunday. Wants to watch The Sisterhood of Travelling pants but dad forbids us to go. So bored so texted M while he is sleeping. Miss him a lot, maybe will text him later today? I don't know what he is doing but had a bad dream that he wrote that he likes someone else. >_< That's what I am afraid of, but I can't very well ask him who he likes because I am afraid to go there. What if the answer is yes that he likes someone else? Will I be strong enough to take that answer and still live like before? No. I don't think I am that strong so I don't really want to ask him that question. But I hate not knowing.
Watched Signs. Funny movie. Very different to War of the Worlds.
Saturday is relatively uneventful comparing to previous weeks. The whole family leave the wet and miserable home for an afternoon walk in Taitua Arborium. It is a great place with a nice forest and beautiful landscape. Too bad that the maple leaves have already fallen, otherwise I am sure that we will be able to see the red and gold leaves decorating the green grass. There is a circle of rock on the ground that looks conspicuously like the meeting place of witches and wizards. In the middle of the pine forest, there is a circle of wooden chairs that resemble the scene in The Fellowship of the Ring in LOTR. Excercise your imagination, maybe you will see a hobbit or two coming and going into the forest running for their life there. It is just breath taking.
Fuzzy is sick after that so we can't go out on Sunday. Wants to watch The Sisterhood of Travelling pants but dad forbids us to go. So bored so texted M while he is sleeping. Miss him a lot, maybe will text him later today? I don't know what he is doing but had a bad dream that he wrote that he likes someone else. >_< That's what I am afraid of, but I can't very well ask him who he likes because I am afraid to go there. What if the answer is yes that he likes someone else? Will I be strong enough to take that answer and still live like before? No. I don't think I am that strong so I don't really want to ask him that question. But I hate not knowing.
Watched Signs. Funny movie. Very different to War of the Worlds.
7/08/2005
Terror in the evening
We were just watching television last night and London has been bombed by terrorists. There were 6 or 7 explosions on the underground tube trains and the double decker bus in central London. Up until now, there have been 37 confirmed death, which may go up to 50 or more. 700 people have been injured and treated in the make-shift hospital and hospitals close to the scene. People have not been going berserk. They are cool about their life. Victims appear to be in shock or not moving at all on the stretchers. They are being attended to and cared for. Police and ambulance staff have acted promptly and efficiently. Generally speaking, there is a good organisation of the rescue/care co-ordination, thanks to the cool heads of British people. Volunteers are pouring in to help the wounded. We will remember 7 July 05 as a black day for the act of terrorists.
However, I don't think the British people don't know that they will be attacked. It is a matter of when and not if. They have been on high alert after the twin towers and Iraq war. This goes without saying, but attacking innocent people is wrong. This act certainly crippled the heart of London for one day, and the shadow will hang on the city and the country for a long time to come.
The link is to BBS news. I will blog the development and my day separately from now on. May God and Force be with you.
However, I don't think the British people don't know that they will be attacked. It is a matter of when and not if. They have been on high alert after the twin towers and Iraq war. This goes without saying, but attacking innocent people is wrong. This act certainly crippled the heart of London for one day, and the shadow will hang on the city and the country for a long time to come.
The link is to BBS news. I will blog the development and my day separately from now on. May God and Force be with you.
7/07/2005
Precious time together
Spend whole day trying to fix the results that I got when boss was away. It is not easy. Today I am still tweaking the results so the graph will look reasonable.
Talk to P and cousin J in the afternoon. They are both doing well. P is writing her thesis and we talk a little bit about motivation and how our writing are going. It is hard work and often very boring. Needs to spice things up by looking at pictures of movie stars! Keanu Reeves etc.
Mum and dad are resting and Fuzzy was reading magazine from the library. There were all these funny labels on products. "Please take out the baby before folding the stroller." "This toilet brush cannot be used for brushing your teeth or body." Another joke is that the most talked about insect in the history was stuck on the telescope of NASA. They thought it was an UFO. Haha. The scientists spend years trying to find Dark Matter, but they never google for it. eBay sells Dark Matter. Why are you still trying to find it?
Practice cello before watching Lost. Talk for a while with family. We are talking about the time that we can spend together as a family. One day soon we will all work in other cities, get married and have babies and will never have another chance to talk like this. The time we spend together is precious. We have to treasure it.
Lost is about moving dynamite and the events just before the people board the plane. Is it fate that Hurley has to get on the plane? Is it fate that Sayid get on the plane? Is it fate that Jack get on the plane? Who knows, but it seems to me that it is. Walt is taken away by pirates from the island who they mistaken for a rescue vessel. The French woman stole Claire's baby, who has a name, Aaron. Mike's vessel is bombed by the pirates and their fate is hanging on a edge in the sea. Sawyer saved the boat's rudder because he has a death wish and is never afraid of dying. Jin gives Mike the watch that he is supposed to deliver to California for his father-in-law. He is being watched even when he is in Australia.
Compose two songs on cello but got bored after a while. Needs to practice a lot for Friday's group practice.
Miss M, but he doesn't reply my text or e-mail. Wondering what happened to him. Hope he is ok.
Talk to P and cousin J in the afternoon. They are both doing well. P is writing her thesis and we talk a little bit about motivation and how our writing are going. It is hard work and often very boring. Needs to spice things up by looking at pictures of movie stars! Keanu Reeves etc.
Mum and dad are resting and Fuzzy was reading magazine from the library. There were all these funny labels on products. "Please take out the baby before folding the stroller." "This toilet brush cannot be used for brushing your teeth or body." Another joke is that the most talked about insect in the history was stuck on the telescope of NASA. They thought it was an UFO. Haha. The scientists spend years trying to find Dark Matter, but they never google for it. eBay sells Dark Matter. Why are you still trying to find it?
Practice cello before watching Lost. Talk for a while with family. We are talking about the time that we can spend together as a family. One day soon we will all work in other cities, get married and have babies and will never have another chance to talk like this. The time we spend together is precious. We have to treasure it.
Lost is about moving dynamite and the events just before the people board the plane. Is it fate that Hurley has to get on the plane? Is it fate that Sayid get on the plane? Is it fate that Jack get on the plane? Who knows, but it seems to me that it is. Walt is taken away by pirates from the island who they mistaken for a rescue vessel. The French woman stole Claire's baby, who has a name, Aaron. Mike's vessel is bombed by the pirates and their fate is hanging on a edge in the sea. Sawyer saved the boat's rudder because he has a death wish and is never afraid of dying. Jin gives Mike the watch that he is supposed to deliver to California for his father-in-law. He is being watched even when he is in Australia.
Compose two songs on cello but got bored after a while. Needs to practice a lot for Friday's group practice.
Miss M, but he doesn't reply my text or e-mail. Wondering what happened to him. Hope he is ok.
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