Rambling

I am looking forward to watch Pirates of the Carribean 3 tomorrow night. My workmate asked her husband today whether it's ok for me to tag along to the movie in the new theatre. She reckons that it's better to watch this movie in the large cinema, just opened in Chartwell at the blockbuster price than watching the movie in the old cinema. I have invited the other two workmates to come along with me, and may get more tomorrow if they decided to come.
By the time I came home, Fuzzyslowmo was doing her homework, and she may come to watch the movie in the evening with us as well. Ya! I am so happy that it's finally Friday. This week has been really long. I hadn't managed to make new proteins this week, and the other project was not going so well, either.
The highlight of the week must had been playing volleyball with our group members. It was so much fun! We were getting better at setting up the ball for our team to get across the net. Sometimes, it's still hard to get the ball high enough to cross the net, and it was very difficult not to touch the net and put the volleyball across at the same time. Servicing the ball over the net was difficult enough for me, sometimes, I just have to imagine no one was watching.
Erik called for an extra practice session today. He must have been really bored this lunchtime. I am glad that I got the chance to practice, but felt so tired in the afternoon. I had to do physical work on a Friday! I hope that the outcome will be better this time. All will be revealed next Wednesday.
I got Jo's e-mail from Scotland yesterday. It's so good to hear from her. I am glad that she has found a new flatmate, because she sounds like she doesn't really like the old one.
This whole movie-going thing is getting to me a little bit right now. I had just refused to ask someone at work, but I just can't stand watching a movie with him. It's not a crime, is it? I know that this question will go unanswered. My workmate made a suggestion of me asking this person out on a date for the movie. Gosh! I can't imagine it. I am dreading it at the moment.
Come to think of the matter of the heart, I know that even though I am sad about the Erik situation, but I can live with that. I can't live with being with someone I don't want to be with, though.
I am so glad that I can focus on moving and working, and not choosing a person to be with. It's just a bit too much for me to handle right now.
When the right person comes along, it will not be so difficult to me. I believe that's what happened last time when I met my ex, and I sincerely hope that it will happen to me again. On second thought, maybe it's not so bad that it hasn't happened to me yet. I will have to worry about another person if it does.

Spiderman 3 and Monday

I watched Spiderman 3 in the new movie cinema in Chartwell on Saturday, and spent most of the Sunday moving. I am so glad that I did that in the weekend. It was relaxing and refreshing. I am all up for the challenge this week, but Monday, like all the other Mondays, are filled with surprises.
Our boss is back, and like his usual self, he has given us another Monday meeting. I am contemplating what I am going to do in the near future because another news has prompted me to rethink about my job. My eyes are truly opened now and I have no illusions about the future or where I am going. My only new friend who works in the "management" area is leaving this week. I am going to miss you a lot! I have to write her an e-mail. I know what I want, but it is not up to me to decide what I can have in the future. Sometimes, I feel that I am lucky that I live with my family because they are so supportive. If I have financial pressure, then I will be more nervous about the present situation.
We will set up a lunch party for our boss in June after I moved into the new place. Everyone is waiting for something to happen, and I believe something big will definitely happen. This change may not be to our liking, but we have to live with the consequences. I am worried about my future because my contract is not permanent, but on the other hand, it is also a good thing that it's not permanent. I have the freedom to operate.
On a lighter note, my workmate had said in passing that his flatmate/friend wants to watch Pirates of the Carribean: At the worlds End. Maybe we can go together. It's certainly something to look forward to. I have only seen this guy once, and he seems to be a nice man. I don't know him at all, except that he's a builder who is under a lot stress and is single. The good thing about this is that it will not be awkward like E's situation. We are not co-workers, and not dating co-workers is a good rule. I think the rule sucks. E doesn't like me that much anyway so I am getting over him.
Is this the only way to get over a crush? Is this the right way to go? I believe it is better than pining over a person who doesn't give a damn about me. I will be so much better off liking, or even loving another person who responds to me. I have been thinking over the weekend, and even if nothing come out of this in the end, I will be able to forget about the hours I spent crying and feeling confused about the whole situation. I am a beautiful and successful young woman, who has a nice career. I am a nice person inside out, and I am not afraid to take up a challenge. Why is it so hard for men to see me? It must be because I am weird or something?
I walked to the freezer in the basement this morning and saw the very stunning guy from our neighbouring group. He has the most brilliant blue eyes and dark hair. I tried to get away from him really fast, maybe he noticed? I hope he didn't notice. He is really cute! When I walked past his desk last time, he raised his head as I was walking. When I looked at him, he is the kind of guy who screamed: "Danger". I am so sorry that I don't have the confidence to talk to him.
Where did my confidence go? I am going to get it back with my dignity.
It's raining again. The weather is getting colder and colder everyday, but I don't care. I am so excited about moving to the new place. Our friend called last night to invite us to his place to have pizza! Ya!