Breakup and makeup

Breakup and makeup certainly have some significant differences, but I think breakup is the best option for me at the moment. I still don't feel mature enough for making up with the guy I was with. It's none of his fault, and none of mine.

(This part is not about Breakup)
Laboratory session
Today has been eventful because I've tested table salt + ozone and distilled water. That went really well. The other one was using tap water! Man....can't believe noone had never thought of using that! That's easy. However, NaCl is a chemical. What should I do tomorrow? Don't have a clue. I'll try low concentration salt in tap water again to reconfirm it. I will also do glycerol at 10% volume.

Make-up
How can you wear make-up if you are doing ozone experiment? I found out that if you don't wear any moisturiser then your face becomes very dry and the skin peel off. Yuck! So bad. I wish my face will heal soon. My throat became quite dry as well, and feel so tired.

Ozone
Well...I don't like ozone at all. It's hurting me. I am going to sleep otherwise may get the flu. Someone offed himself last Friday. So tragic! But I've never seen the guy. Maybe that's for the best. Why would I ever wanna see him anyway? That's very mean of me. I hope he is in a better place, though. This life has obviously been not so good to him.

Break-up
Anyway, breakup....I can not believe that apart from the sadness, I fell incredibly relieved. How and why I don't know. Just got that feeling that all my responsibility is suddenly gone. Is that good? I think must be awful, but really had to work hard these few months. No, it's just not worth trying no more.

On the bright side, my experiment is working and borrowed a labtop from work! Isn't that nice? I am sure someone would read this someday. So will complete on a nice note. Breakup is bad, but it's good for the both of the parties involved (sometimes). Makeup is good if your friend is so nice and is true to you. The other kind of makeup is not enough to help your skin, mate, when it comes down to strong oxidizing agent, I recommend fume hood and lots of antioxidant.

why do I plan so much and do not carry the plan out

As the title, I have planned to do some experiment to get ozone into medium/solution this morning. I have also planned to make up some nutrient broth this afternoon. It has all fall to pieces until now. Am doing my essays and that's what I am supposed to be doing!!!!

The experiment worked with tap water and distilled water quickly, but didn't work with 95% glycerol!!! Mind you I knew that's not gonna work because it's too viscous. So generally have been sitting around waiting for something impossible to happen. Hahahahaha

Sip tea and listen to a bunch of work colleagues talking about their last night's activity. Listen to Glenise telling other people about an Irish band. Wow! And it's in Auckland's Town Hall as well. Cool! I never knew that she is that hip! Very well preserved dairy scientist indeed. Don't want to say she is old because she is so charming.

Didn't see Jane at all, which is a good thing because I am afraid of her right now. And also Ray, my supervisor. He is BUSY all the time. I will stop complaining and grab another cup of afternoon tea. That's probably why I don't think anything is working because there's not enough water to clear my mind. Huh.....what am I talking about anyway.

Got to run! One good thing happened cuz Pritika text me. She is fine! Don't know where she is cuz she may be working in Auckland's university Brain bank. I don't even know the name of the department. Man...am totally off the Earth radar at the moment. I need to drop back down to Earth. Earth calling egan.... Earth calling egan.....

Well...now I will just complete the 1st essay for module 6. I hate ENMP522. Wish I didn't have to do this extra paper and the exam. But no, you will never get your wish. Good thing that it's my absolute LAST exam, like ever, in my life. Isn't that nice?