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2/18/2005

Love's labour

Continue writing e-mail to my new found friend (not boyfriend yet). He strained his leg muscle so will not be going to run in the half marathon. Gave advice about how to help for strained muscle in leg. Helpful. I think there's no strings attached yet and as long as we are both happy, why not? I am not losing anything.
Wake up very early these days and sleep early. Don't want to play on net, only want to wait for his e-mail. Is this another internet romance? But I know him already, just don't see him. Anyway, he is not mobile now so can't even walk up the hill to drink coffee so why should I worry too much? He actually has an excuse not to see me.
But maybe it's because God is answering my call to keep him in Hamilton. Haha. Poor guy has not say yes to my lunch invitation and look what has happened to him? But to be honest, he brought the injury on himself so can't blame God for injurying his leg muscle. Perhaps my theory about God and fate is wrong then? I don't know. Don't even believe in that stuff anyway. But it's good to know that he will be in Fox Lane and resting.
Found out he studied in King Edward VII college in South Africa. Very interesting to read he loves snow boarding in winter and surfing in summer. I sort of already know that he likes snow boarding because saw him holding a hemp made snow board last year. Ha. Didn't know he likes surfing. He must be a guy who is very good at balancing himself.
Biked 8 km from work to university to transport 1L of glassdistilled water to work. Run experiment with citrate and ddWater this morning. Now I am washing the probe and the pumice head. This will take a while.
Hope he will go out with me eventually. We are so close yet so far away. Cry. Cry. Now I dream of him in the early mornings every day. Love sick. I think he is torturing me. But why don't I feel sad or really tortured?

2/16/2005

Issues regarding a half marathon, and a pretty guy

I have got two more mails but will try to refrain from writing to him again.
Found out about Cathay Pacific Half Marathon in Auckland. It's on next weekend, will be 21 km long. So very long. I think he is going to lose a lot of weight if he seriously wants to enter, otherwise will be very tired.
It looks like a great route because it will pass through Mission Bay and come back to the Ohaki Park (excuse my spelling). There is also a 11 km walk path that you can take if 21 km is too long for you, so that will be a quarter marathon???
I hope he goes well, but it will be impossible for me to go to Auckland lah.
Or maybe I should go? To visit my new friend who will be living there? Nah. That's just a joke I think.
He is so great. I hope this is not just another infatuation. He truly is a nice person. Sporty. Friendly. But I doubt he ever notice me, he doesn't remember me. Cry. But now he will, just don't come on too strong.
Wish myself luck.
Went to university library, central and Glenview libraries. So tired after all the book borrowing, also typed four lines of my thesis. Haha. So short.
Borrowed books to the maximum limit (19 books), still can borrow one more.
Should give uni lib's books back because they are not relevant to my thesis.
Asked dad about my ozone generator and also automatic control of the spectrophotometer. Will not be easy to set up, but want to do it myself.
Walk after dinner. Didn't bike today, biked 6 k on Tuesday. Should bike tomorrow and also on Friday. Will bring bike back after Friday. Bike Wise! Go go go.

2/15/2005

At least he didn't say no

I don't want to jinx it this time, so I try another approach. Just ask him out to lunch straight. Don't mention that you like this guy. He said he is busy! Yes. Yes. Yes. He didn't say: No I don't want to go out with you. Yes. That's great. Does he like me?
I hope he does. I am too excited now. Wish he the best of luck for his marathon.
Is he trying to avoid me? I hope not. But I am busy, too. Anyway, will see him around in university. So cute, and he is such a nice person!
I wish this time I will succeed. Wish me luck!

A new day

I have decided to get real fit so will ride bike if not going to gym or swimming. I am sure that I will lose a lot of weight! Cool, huh?
Will start another character or characters after getting home because it is truly taking too long to become a hero in Dragon Realm. Such a drag! But I will learn a lot in this process because I have so many teachers. Tri, photoshop, mydove, kappy, biser, sunsnow...they are all good people.
I will have some time on my hand so maybe I will start another character in King of the Kings as well. Why not?
Fuzzy said she is not going to watch The Aviator with me, so I will be going with my mates on Wednesday. We will go to The House of Flying Daggers next Tuesday.
Did 6 km of biking to Lye Farm, very happy. The weather is very good and it is just getting hotter when I get back. Took 400ml of distilled water from Lye Farm for testing.
Said hi to my boss there but he didn't say anything, must be busy writing a paper and didn't notice me.
Met Purple Skirt at university and we talked about going to the movies. Paid my parking ticket. Open a savings account for my scholarship money. Will have some interest in that account, cool.
Waited for very long for the Asian banking department teller, but she was taking care of someone else.
Maybe will ask my schoolmate out. He is so cute! And he is such a nice guy, why doesn't he have a girlfriend? Or maybe he does. It's ok, if he doesn't want to come then that's fine, too. We will see if K wants to ask me out or not. If he doesn't ask me out on Wednesday (which I think he wouldn't), I will ask this cute guy out. He is so much friendlier than K! And so much cuter! Haha.
Hope this works out. Even if it doesn't, I wish I can still be his friend. It's an honour.

2/14/2005

I was too busy to finish yesterday's blog

Exactly. Saw the crash site yesterday. Walking from the Cobham Bridge, we saw the police boat trying to get the bodies from the river. The students who died went to Melville High School.
We all walked back to the Hamilton Gardens and checked out the progress of the Indian Char Bagh Garden. It will open on 25 February after the Summer Festival.
I thought about going to this art festival today, but decided against it. So hot! So stayed at home and killed a lot of boggarts, kappas, caps and gnomes. I played with Photoshop, who lives in Vancouver. Cool guy, 28, not married, is studying Chinese medicine (needle therapy). He was working in China after he graduated, and had been to the army.
Mum was pissed because I was online for nearly two hours. Fuzzy is feeling sick so didn't eat much. Dad's gout is playing up so we all eat very little.
Very hungry when watching the Orange BAFTA awards. Clive Owen got supporting actor. Cate Blanchet (Kate?) got supporting actress. Jamie Foxx got actor, Imelda got actress for her Vera Drake role. She was in Lord of the Rings and Harry Potter: The Prisoner of Azkaban. Cool get together. I found out that the actress from The OC is from London and she has Irish parents. Interesting. Natalie Portman is so beautiful.
Better get some experiments done otherwise can't see my supervisor. It was raining quite hard around 10 a.m. Weird weather. Some people are doing the Bikewise thing, some of them were totally naked! Haha. Very naughty.

2/13/2005

Busy day

Saturday is supposed to be a day of rest, but I was quite busy. In the morning I tidied my room, then cut some roses. Water the garden and look at my big pumpkin. It's still growing. I wish it will grow to a very big one because this is the only living one I have got.
There's another one inside the garden but I don't know how large it is now.