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1/22/2005

Sports day

I had a hair cut this morning, and then went to gym for an hour. In that hour I did treadmill, cross trainer, weights, cycle and warm-up moves.
Dad is helping Mr.Lee again so he is not home. Our neighbour's granddaughter keep coming over to see our guinea pig that has flea on it. Oh, no! And mum keeps saying that she is not going to give it any medicine. So vicious! I don't know why she is so jealous of an animal. Why there is so much hatred about a cute animal?

In the evening, my sister and I went to play badminton and ping-pong with a bunch of friends. It was such a good event. We all enjoyed it, and they were so outgoing, funny, and good at what they play.
I would love to go next week.

1/20/2005

Consultation

Went to gym with my friend and got a consultation.
Is great plan but need to carry it out. It will be very hard.

The problem of being Taurus

Yes, I blame it on the star sign. Like a strange student from China, who quit university because his star sign is good at doing business and not good at study, I blame my messed-up love life on my star sign.
Zeus was a powerful man so of course he can have any woman he wants. He turned into a golden bull and carry the princess from Africa into the sunset. He turns into rain and impregnant another princess, who lives in a prison cell. He also has a wife, several other mistresses all around the world. Taurus, being the golden bull that carry the princess away from her country, is always looking for some fun in the dating arena. Once they found their prey, the pounce, and they are definitely the "blind in love" type.
I don't know if this is true, but that's exactly how I feel. I don't like that feeling because it is so un-scientific, but hey, who said that emotion is un-scientific? You are controlled by your hormone, no matter who you are, you will feel the pull and push by it. You will love someone, hate someone, be disgusted by someone, and so on and so forth.
This guy, who has recently been told by his friend that chicks are a waste of money, time, and in conclusion will drag you down, is swimming in the pool with his sister. His sister, being my best pal right now, knows that I have a crush on this guy. I'd rather kill his friend who said that your girlfriend is never going to pay for anything, will suck you dry and will take up all your time. Fat chance. I don't have a lot of time to spend with my boyfriend, that doesn't mean that I don't love him. Actually, I have a lot of time to spend with my boyfriend but he doesn't want to spend them with me. That's not my fault. Also about this paying crap...I paid for my own airline ticket, my own travel fares to see my ex, and isn't that good enough? I will travel across the seven seas to see the love of my life, but what does he do? Nothing. He is working, he is taking care of his mother. There you go. Talking about committment, I have no committment issues. If I want something, or someone, then I will go get it. I will do anything that I can to make my boyfriend's life easier, happier, that including paying for my own ticket, my own dinner, my own lunch, my own movie ticket, my clothes, my food, and my everything. I don't want you to pay for me, you are not my keeper, and I can make my own money, buy my own shoes. In fact, by the time I finish Masters, I will safe up to buy my own house. I don't need no charity from anyone.
O.K. I will calm down. In fact the evening went so well. I went with my best pal and this guy to a nice restraunt to have some noodle/rice. This guy jokes about something and we all went home. Great night. I am so tired. Sleep instantly but still can't stop thinking about this guy. What a stupid friend he has! I hope he hasn't mucked up this whole dating/relationship brain of his.
Yes, I am proud to be an independent woman. Too bad if you can't see it. It's not my loss.

1/19/2005

Another breakthrough

I think I will be secretive about this breakthrough because it's so great that I don't want anyone knowing yet. Maybe will be able to sell this and get a patent?
Isn't that great? I am so happy that I have found something that is going to help a lot of people to make a lot more money than they already do. Cool.
Got a letter about a get-together for next Thursday. So busy, but our friend in the lab is leaving for Ireland for a year. She is going to work there in the laboratory and do some sight-seeing in Europe. That's a great thing to do! After I graduate I want to do that, too. I always picture myself in a remote lab somewhere in Europe trying to save the World. Haha, may my dream come true.
Found a molar calculator site. Really useful. Add it to my list in blog. Very happy now.
Going swimming after work, but don't think my sister is coming. Hope her work goes well and she doesn't have to work anymore after that(?) I can't remember the details. Made an appointment for hairdresser, is going to get a hair-cut on Saturday. Have already picked out a style from style book.

1/18/2005

Let imagination run amok

pH meter is broken or there is no electrolyte in the probe. Need to give it an overhaul. Supervisor is going to Taranaki this afternoon, will rest there and carry out experiment from Wednesday to Thursday.
Meanwhile, I will carry out the first saline experiment and tomorrow I will run another distilled water experiment, then make up buffers to run. Will do citrate buffer and PBS. Should be fun watching the blue color bleaches.
Meet mydove. She is well. Should prepare for anniversary present. Good way of rewarding a nice friends.
Am thinking about K all the time now. Also his face in my mind gives me big headache. Friend or foe? Who knows. He seems to be annoyed by his star quality. Haha.

1/17/2005

Supervisor is God

Yes. He controls me. But I think if he is God then I am happy to be his sheep. I only need to do water+ozone now. Cool, huh? I just need to work out the most basic concentration.
So tired. Was in university and now am at work. I have made 1M saline solution and have no time to test it today. Will test it tomorrow. Will also make up PBS and also citrate buffer tomorrow so can test them. So great!
Work supervisor will go to Taranaki tomorrow so will have three days of freedom. Should report to God mentioned above.

1/16/2005

沒事做的週日

把房間整的很乾淨,沒事做最好了。昨天去打球,好累,但是運動的很夠。
今天是為了海嘯受難者而默哀一分鐘。下午睡完午覺去花園逛,順便看我們家有什麼花,對照可以知道名字。晚上電影不太好看,上上網。有點想做娃娃,但是太熱了恐怕要冬天做吧。