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8/12/2005

Swamped by meetings meetings and meetings

Swamped by meetings and tidying up results for all the experiments this week. Ran one experiment but it failed to show any inhibition, so may just get stuck with the results that I have got up until now.
Really feel like to get away for a while, but have nowhere to go.

This week I have watched a movie because really feeling down and out. It is a funny movie called The Longest Yard. Adam Sandler really tried to be an inspiration to the convicts in the prison but he failed. Nelly was really good and cool. Such a shame that Caretaker has to die because after that the whole movie seems to go downhill.

This week is kind of strange. I am persuing something but don't know what I am chasing. Hopefully everything will become clear in the weekend and I will be able to drop back to Earth and do some serious work.

Going through a lot lately. Will report when everything is sorted out.

8/08/2005

God comes to visit

The youth group from church put on a performance: Let Love Go Round. It was a great performance, packed with hip-hop dance, choir singing, drama, and piano trio. The show took many weeks of preparation, hard work, organisation, and co-ordination. My friends practiced and organised the event. The show was created from the common belief and love to God. Keep the good work up, guys, and see you next year.
Took photo standing very close to T's brother. He was holding on to me real tight(!) No time to think too much of it, only commiserating him for being on the edge of the picture.
My good luck continues. Friend invites me to her house to have a business talk about network marketing(!) I don't think it is my cup of tea, and shall tell her politely in the near future. Lunch in Westfield Shopping Centre, consisting of six delicious sushi and watching shoppers carrying large bags from fancy shops. Oh, goodie. That beats a day sitting at home doing absolutely nothing.
Receive text from sister about coffee get-together in the evening. Meets T's brother again(!) He sits beside me. Wondering if there's any significance. Ordered Lady Grey tea because it takes longer to drink and can get refilled by small hot water jar. Get tested by P for thinking of six object: desert, cube, horse, flower, storm, and ladder. J, being an engineer, can't help being very precise about everything. Sister is always thinking about her solar car project, but her picture is full of creativity. M has drawn a green desert, and her horse has a macabre fate. Dr. T has her imagination running wild. Dr. J is protective of his minihorse. I have my cube as a treasure chest full of money(!) It is actually what I think myself is...really? Man, I am shallow, but then again, having a chest full of money is no crime, right?
Dr. T also has a psychoanalysis test for us. Imagine a wall. What does it look like? I have a thin white wall that you can run straight through. P has an invisible wall that you can see through but just can't get through. Dr. T has a very tall white wall. Dr. J has the Great Wall. This wall symbolises your view towards Death. Haha. I think you can just run through it without too much difficulty. That's interesting.
Fuzzy finds out about carbon nanotube from T's brother. We leave saying goodbye to P because she is going back to Taiwan. Good luck for everything, P! And keep in touch.
Dad is fuming because he reckons that we just want to go out having a good time in the weekend and not doing any homework. >_< I really don't know what to say to that. I haven't went out with friends for a long time. It's not like I am going out everyday...it's not like that I am not doing any work. What do we have to do to make him understand that beside being a student who works hard, we also need some social life?