我的快樂 會回來的

2/22/2007

When there's sun there's fun

I have the distinct urge to paste what I have written on Msn Space here, but I don't want to say the same thing in my favourite blogging site.
It is Thursday today, and it is still so warm and summery in New Zealand. I just can't feel sad and cry even though I have written to this nice guy and he said he doesn't want to go to dinner with me this Saturday.
I think God is working on me here: he is watching over me. I am sure that when the right guy comes along, he will take the initiative this time. I am looking forward to that day, and when that day comes, I will jump for joy.
Apart from the rejection, today is actually really good. I have done maximum work and managed to save a person from swearing at the end of the day. The experiment takes 3~4 days and you don't want to lose anything in the end.
I believe he will still be sweet. He just lost a few drops of liquid...and don't blame me if you lose it all. I was just being nice to point out he should be careful.
Erik was typing furiously now. The report is due on 9 March and both he and Anchi are writing and reading a lot. Fortunately, the experiment is almost finished. They will move onto other projects, and fry bigger fishes later. Cool!
Thank God, it's almost Friday!
I am looking forward to this weekend. I have nothing to do but put my feet up and sleep. After getting up at 6 almost everyday in the last few weeks, I am getting the rest I deserve. I have been working hard out.
Still, I think I am beautiful, pretty, and smart. I am not defeated at all. I am a strong person and it shows. I am who I am. I am me.
Keep telling myself that I should get other hobbies. I have been playing piano and cello lately, and writing my novel again. It's great. There's no pressure to read and write thesis anymore. Life should be like this, and if we are packing up everything and moving, then I will be too busy to even think about a boyfriend.
God bless.

2/18/2007

Happy Chinese New Year

Hello, everyone. Happy Chinese New Year!
I was so tired last night so didn't stay up until twelve. Gone with the old, and get on with the new this year. I have found myself a job, graduated from university last year, and this year, I am going to take life in a stride. I am older and wiser, and more confident. I love the new me, and this year, I am going to be successful.
Cut the old roses in the morning. I notice that the yellow roses are growing very well on our neighbour's side. We are lucky that our previous owner planted different colour roses in the beginning, and we have planted at least four new ones after we moved here. They are all blooming in the summer sun.
It is very warm today, with temperature soaring into the 30s, I don't think it is a good idea to stay in the sun that long.
I have texted Erik and contacted Anchi about preparing for work tomorrow, and felt down about that. However, the project is in their hands now. I am just the messenger. They will have to take full responsibility themselves.
It is a great day and I look forward to another week of work, fun and happy Hen's Night/Wedding, Kelly! I love her party. It was one of the best party that I have gone to in ages.