我的快樂 會回來的

1/24/2005

Bad start, good finish

Dad told me first thing in the morning not to speak at all in choir practice. Made me really angry so went back to my room after finishing my breakfast. Mum wanted to go out shopping, and had ideas about how to make salad. Wants to make salad with spring onion, then discover that to me is a big no-no. Angry and stayed in my room for half an hour. Was sleeping again, then wake up and read Linda Sole's novel.
Mood picks up when decide to go shopping again. Decide not to care about what dad thinks about myself because am not living for him, am living for self. Have happy time at the supermarket because pick out love food. Buy an orange jelly because it is so hot. Didn't buy a lot of cookies because on a diet again.
Mum make lunch, very hot so eat a little bit of ice cream. Tell sister that bought a very stange kind of yoghurt, Calci-yum with candy. Hmm...had never had that kind, and it is on sale! So why not try it?
Was wanting to go to Garden but everybody seems to be too lazy to go out. Dad goes with Mr.Lee to help him make some lead for fishing. Very boring. Dad is also bored because Mr.Lee keeps complaining about lending his boat to their mutual friend, Mr. Chang. Poor dad! Is in the middle of everything.
Takes care of two pumpkin plants. Pollinate several flowers this weekend. Hope weather will hold so it will not be too wet. The last pumpkin was rotten because of the wet weather. Very sad, but there are still a lot of chances before April.
Keep thinking about the person. Feeling sad and happy at the same time. Think about his jokes. Feeling a little bit happier after dinner walk. Flowers are very pretty around our neighbourhood. Everything seems to be brighter.
Mood was very bad in the morning but picks up in the afternoon, and watched "Ali" in the evening. Very realistic, perhaps too real for a bibliographical movie. A bit boring at times, but I suppose that's life.

1 comment:

Jeanie Tseng said...

He has a sense of humour?