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9/22/2004

Breakup and makeup

Breakup and makeup certainly have some significant differences, but I think breakup is the best option for me at the moment. I still don't feel mature enough for making up with the guy I was with. It's none of his fault, and none of mine.

(This part is not about Breakup)
Laboratory session
Today has been eventful because I've tested table salt + ozone and distilled water. That went really well. The other one was using tap water! Man....can't believe noone had never thought of using that! That's easy. However, NaCl is a chemical. What should I do tomorrow? Don't have a clue. I'll try low concentration salt in tap water again to reconfirm it. I will also do glycerol at 10% volume.

Make-up
How can you wear make-up if you are doing ozone experiment? I found out that if you don't wear any moisturiser then your face becomes very dry and the skin peel off. Yuck! So bad. I wish my face will heal soon. My throat became quite dry as well, and feel so tired.

Ozone
Well...I don't like ozone at all. It's hurting me. I am going to sleep otherwise may get the flu. Someone offed himself last Friday. So tragic! But I've never seen the guy. Maybe that's for the best. Why would I ever wanna see him anyway? That's very mean of me. I hope he is in a better place, though. This life has obviously been not so good to him.

Break-up
Anyway, breakup....I can not believe that apart from the sadness, I fell incredibly relieved. How and why I don't know. Just got that feeling that all my responsibility is suddenly gone. Is that good? I think must be awful, but really had to work hard these few months. No, it's just not worth trying no more.

On the bright side, my experiment is working and borrowed a labtop from work! Isn't that nice? I am sure someone would read this someday. So will complete on a nice note. Breakup is bad, but it's good for the both of the parties involved (sometimes). Makeup is good if your friend is so nice and is true to you. The other kind of makeup is not enough to help your skin, mate, when it comes down to strong oxidizing agent, I recommend fume hood and lots of antioxidant.

2 comments:

Jeanie Tseng said...

Fume hood and oxidising agent?
I'll take note of that!

Linda - Managing Director said...

Yes. Very important, but you guys probably won't deal with things that are too nasty in undergrade. Don't worry, even if you do, they will take care of you. So don't worry. Just be careful when using strong acid and base. They are more nasty. And also mercury.