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10/07/2004

Why does it always rain on me?

Because you care too much, that's why. I have not been studying for exam hard enough. Just got on net and blogging and killing puppet dolls again.

My friend has family/friend trouble, and she wouldn't tell us what happened. So sad. I thought she is trying to tell us something.

Today has been better, though. My plating has been great! I have became so fast! Just wish that the Red plates will come out ok. We will know in 2 days.
Just hope everything works out for my thesis.

Jane has another name, Sarah. She wants a baby, but obviously am too old to have one. So sad! She must have been working too hard and did not think babies are important! Well, that's life for you, I suppose.

10/01/2004

How to kill gnome

Last night I had been writing a 6500 word essay. In the end, I can't cope anymore and stopped writing them.
Still have one essay to go, and some loose ends to tie up. However, I need a vacation!
It's Friday today. I've been taking things slowly now, because apparently, my expereiment is poisoning my lung. My throat is dry and my eyes are watering. I am going to move the experiment to a fume cupboard now. Thank God.

Now I am playing a MUD game called Dragon_realm. Actually, I was a paladin. You must think that this is a GEEK's game. But it is so much better than King of the Kings!

I had a lot of fun meeting people there, and now am killing gnome in Hogwarts. They write different areas with different stories, and a lot of people like to group together to solve quests and get new equipment. ISN't that fun?

Better get back doing that. However, need to study for the exam as well.

9/22/2004

Breakup and makeup

Breakup and makeup certainly have some significant differences, but I think breakup is the best option for me at the moment. I still don't feel mature enough for making up with the guy I was with. It's none of his fault, and none of mine.

(This part is not about Breakup)
Laboratory session
Today has been eventful because I've tested table salt + ozone and distilled water. That went really well. The other one was using tap water! Man....can't believe noone had never thought of using that! That's easy. However, NaCl is a chemical. What should I do tomorrow? Don't have a clue. I'll try low concentration salt in tap water again to reconfirm it. I will also do glycerol at 10% volume.

Make-up
How can you wear make-up if you are doing ozone experiment? I found out that if you don't wear any moisturiser then your face becomes very dry and the skin peel off. Yuck! So bad. I wish my face will heal soon. My throat became quite dry as well, and feel so tired.

Ozone
Well...I don't like ozone at all. It's hurting me. I am going to sleep otherwise may get the flu. Someone offed himself last Friday. So tragic! But I've never seen the guy. Maybe that's for the best. Why would I ever wanna see him anyway? That's very mean of me. I hope he is in a better place, though. This life has obviously been not so good to him.

Break-up
Anyway, breakup....I can not believe that apart from the sadness, I fell incredibly relieved. How and why I don't know. Just got that feeling that all my responsibility is suddenly gone. Is that good? I think must be awful, but really had to work hard these few months. No, it's just not worth trying no more.

On the bright side, my experiment is working and borrowed a labtop from work! Isn't that nice? I am sure someone would read this someday. So will complete on a nice note. Breakup is bad, but it's good for the both of the parties involved (sometimes). Makeup is good if your friend is so nice and is true to you. The other kind of makeup is not enough to help your skin, mate, when it comes down to strong oxidizing agent, I recommend fume hood and lots of antioxidant.

9/21/2004

why do I plan so much and do not carry the plan out

As the title, I have planned to do some experiment to get ozone into medium/solution this morning. I have also planned to make up some nutrient broth this afternoon. It has all fall to pieces until now. Am doing my essays and that's what I am supposed to be doing!!!!

The experiment worked with tap water and distilled water quickly, but didn't work with 95% glycerol!!! Mind you I knew that's not gonna work because it's too viscous. So generally have been sitting around waiting for something impossible to happen. Hahahahaha

Sip tea and listen to a bunch of work colleagues talking about their last night's activity. Listen to Glenise telling other people about an Irish band. Wow! And it's in Auckland's Town Hall as well. Cool! I never knew that she is that hip! Very well preserved dairy scientist indeed. Don't want to say she is old because she is so charming.

Didn't see Jane at all, which is a good thing because I am afraid of her right now. And also Ray, my supervisor. He is BUSY all the time. I will stop complaining and grab another cup of afternoon tea. That's probably why I don't think anything is working because there's not enough water to clear my mind. Huh.....what am I talking about anyway.

Got to run! One good thing happened cuz Pritika text me. She is fine! Don't know where she is cuz she may be working in Auckland's university Brain bank. I don't even know the name of the department. Man...am totally off the Earth radar at the moment. I need to drop back down to Earth. Earth calling egan.... Earth calling egan.....

Well...now I will just complete the 1st essay for module 6. I hate ENMP522. Wish I didn't have to do this extra paper and the exam. But no, you will never get your wish. Good thing that it's my absolute LAST exam, like ever, in my life. Isn't that nice?